How it Started
On November the 6th, I decided to upload every Tuesday. Later this series was named ‘Creative Tuesday’. It’s idea was simple: share a tutorial video about filmmaking techniques or video editing.
At the time I graduated from film school and had already worked on many projects for various clients. There was a ton of information and experience in my mind that I wanted to share with the world.
Today I feel exhausted. I honestly don’t know what tutorial to make anymore. I mean, I can continue with producing tutorials for many years, but making tutorials that I feel passionate about has faded.
In the past couple of months I’ve been thinking a lot about this and trying to figure out what’s wrong with me. And I believe that I’m not exhausted with making YouTube videos, but with having a schedule of ‘needing’ to make tutorials.
When I start to work on a new Creative Tuesday tutorial video, I think of different tips and tricks that I could share. At this point, I have shared everything I know. And this is what makes me feel so bad.
I’m at a ceiling and it’s time to break through that ceiling. It’s time that I go out and learn new things by experimenting, failing, challenging myself and most import; not limiting myself.
heading into 2021
In 2021 I want to work on various of video projects like short films or film experiments. Projects that don’t always succeed, projects that don’t always have an educational value. I want to show the creative process behind these projects and hopefully inspire those who chose to watch.
I wish you all happy Holidays, stay safe, but most importantly; Stay Creative!